Apr 14th 2008 09:36:40 pm
Well, hmmm. What is new? Not much. I am home alone again, but it is not so bad. I skipped my weight-lifting class tonight and did dishes instead. Right now I am thinking about answering Swap-bot emails and listening to the nauseating idiocy of the Rock of Love II season finale repeat. Where do they find people so stupid and gross? … and, why the heck am I watching it? I don’t know. It brings up a mind-bending question, though: Is stripping a legitimate career? I am all for people doing whatever they want, and I am perfectly ok with people being nude wherever they want to be… but is “stripper” something you can actually write down as your occupation (like on your taxes - which we mailed yesterday!) and feel ok about it? I guess so, but it doesn’t seem like much of an accomplishment. Also, I am just going to tell you this now: I am never going to put fake plastic/silicone/saline boobs under my skin/inside my real boobs. Sorry.
So… work is good. I wish I could post some of the stuff I have been designing. I really like a lot of it, but since it is owned by our clients and not going to be released for a while I don’t think I am allowed to show it off on the world wide web. bummer.
Having a full-time job really takes time away from blogging. So does running a website with 15,000 registered users… but both of those things allow me to go to Portland periodically and buy new clothes, which I did on Saturday. I spent too much money at Anthropologie and I got some kick-butt Camper shoes. Travis was a sweetheart and let me take my time browsing and trying stuff on. He really is the best.
What else have I been thinking about? Pretty much life in general. I think I am in a questioning stage… maybe I have always been there. Life is good, but I am not really sure what my purpose is. I am sure that having a kid would give me purpose, but that seems like an unfair reason to create another human - just so I will feel important. That is probably a little too much info, but it is the truth. Soooo… anyway. I have also been thinking a lot about losing weight, but no one wants to hear about that.
Life really is good. I walk to work each day. I drink a lot of coffee. I exercise a bunch. AND, I only do laundry one day a week! nice! If the rain would just stop, life would be perfect.
Categories: Feeling Happy, Just for Fun, Thinking